重感情

最近爱上了一首闽南语歌曲 《重感情》
这首歌是由蔡小虎所演唱的
以下是它的歌词，与大家分享

輕輕爬起 坐在眠床頭
枕頭燒燒濕濕
窗外雨落 親像替我底塊哮
滴滴鑚入阮心房
重感情的愛一世人
重感情的人不願放
山崩地裂嘛愛到老
重感情的愛一世人
重感情的人不願放
酸風雪凍嘛心溫暖
噢 噢
只要有你
只要有你陪伴

放不下。。。
我承认我是。。。
分手好几个月了。。。
还是放不下他。。。
无意间又听见了我们之前很喜欢的一首歌 《好想他》
情不自禁的想起了他。。。
他不属于我，所以决定放下他。。。
加油吧。。。
虽然很难，不过我会做得到的。。。

做我老婆好不好

与大家分享一首好歌。。。《做我老婆好不好》
这首歌给我很多的感触。。。
令我感触最多的是以下四句。。。
“如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆 好不好”
“如果你疲倦了外面的 风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆 好不好”
如果有天有人那么对我说，我的反应会是什么呢？
从来没想过哦。。。
身边有好多的朋友陆续订婚和结婚，所以心中难免有些感触。。。
有时觉得前方的路很迷惘，可是我还是闯了过去。。。
有时会受伤回来，有时会带着满满的经验和甜甜的微笑回来。。。
疲倦了外面的风雨，最近特别觉得。。。
真得很想找个靠岸。。。
不知还会漂流多久。。。
或许是添岁了吧，想得也会有点远了。。。
无论如何，还是期待上帝给我的最好安排。。
期待中。。。^^


走过多少路口 听过多少叹息
我认真着 你的不知所措
这种迷茫心情 我想谁都会有
幸运的是能分担你的愁
能不能靠近一点 能不能再近一点
满足我心中小小的虚荣
其实你并不知道 在我心中你最美
就像风雨过后 天边的那道 彩虹
如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆 好不好
我不够宽阔的臂膀也会是你的 温暖怀抱
如果你疲倦了外面的 风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆 好不好
我一定会承受你偶尔的小脾气
或许我还 能给你一点意外
一份欢笑 一个简单安心的小窝
陪你日出 陪你日落 到老
END

thanks...

thanks roommate...
thanks for by my side when i need some1 to accompany me...
that day, really a very hard journey for me...
lucky that you be with me, or else i really don't know how i can go through it...
thanks a lot...
may God bless u...
love u so much...^^
friend forever....==

reflect

reflect back 2 years before...
this is the whole week i most happy in my life...
cause i make a different decision in my life ...
and start a different life in my life...
even now, i can't t even forget those time...
don't know why i could be so brave...
also don't know why i will change myself just because of you...
till now, i had change a lot...
even now u are no longer in my life, but i still continue my promise with you...
i had promise u that i will be the real of myself...
i will show off i am angry when i am really angry...
i will also be the best i can in my life...
i had involve myself in as many activities that i can to make me grow more...
in study, i will continue to try my best...
thanks for all the things that you bring to me...
friend forever....^^

headache...

huh...
been quarantine...
and the air all with haze...
oh God....
such life really make me going crazy...
eeee...
i hate...
i hate H1N1....
i hate haze.....
just make me headache only...
ish...

欲痛无血的伤

一次次的被伤害
一次次的失望
一次次的刻骨铭心

我到底错在哪里
我很不明白
我一次次的退后
为何你们还要一直得寸进尺

我的心受伤了
手也不知觉受伤了
很折磨
因为那两个都是欲痛无血的伤口
任凭谁都无法医治

Kembara Bermotosikal Sempena Hari Kemerdekaan Peringkat Kebangsaan

I never thought that i will have a chance to go for the kebudayaan performance in Bintulu. Actually, i just been ask go for the live bad practice of Hari Kemerdekaan. Suddenly, we been ask to ready ourselves as soon as possible cause we are going to performance at Bintulu for malam kebudayaan Kembara Bermotosikal. In 2 weeks time, I really suffer a lot. Try my best to find a suitable song for it, find partner and so on. Finally, my partner even say want to give out just few hours before the performance. At that time, i really feel so sad that i don't know how long i can be brave. i just keep on thinking that why you give me hope and destroyed it too in the end? Thanks my dear Lord Father in the heaven. He heard what I am talking. Finally, we really did it. We had go through the performance nicely. Even not yet 100% good, but at lease we had make it up to 90%. Really happy for it. A new experience for me. I will never forget it till forever. Thanks a lot Lu Lu, thanks a lot guitarman... You two really help us a lot.

wrong person 对的人

Is it happy to hurt other?
Is it the real of friendship is just for fun?
since kids we had been told that we need friends...
besides parent, we depend on friends a lot...
i ever thought that i really found a real friend that i can let and share everything with them...
but, i am wrong...
that is impossible...
that just make me hurt only...
there is no true and wrong in this situation...
just wrong at i open my heart to wrong person...

对的人
值得依赖、值得依靠、值得信靠
除了侍奉、除了家人，我最信赖朋友
我曾经天真的以为
你们就是对的人
可惜心被伤害了
最后才狠心的相信

还记得上回在巴士上你问我的问题吗
你说是不是你刚刚在哭泣
我说只不过打瞌睡眼红罢了
其实
我的确哭了，而且还哭了一路
第一次7个小时的路途没睡而是在哭泣
是那么的凄凉、是那么的悲哀
那7个小时犹如7年之久
我对你的信赖，换来泪水和心碎
是否永远不把心打开就不会被伤害
你可否知道为何我会迟到吗
就因为对你的信任
一路上司机作弄我说妈妈为何那么轻易为我掉泪
其实她是不放心，更担心我为何会被骗
我宁可相信你不会骗我
但事实不由得我不信

还记得你说你要省钱
要我参一脚
错在我也是那么的信任你
最后再一次受伤
你对我犹如你那盆里的一朵花
你喜欢就来看看我、闻问我
你讨厌就把我拒绝千里之外
花也有感情，何况是人

你们吵架时，我拼命在做和事老
和好时别说一句谢谢
就连当一朵花也不值

我何苦呢
不过是自寻苦恼
不再相信
因为不可能有那个对的人
如果不打开心
是否可以不那么心碎

2 year anniversary

hello all my classmate...
today is our 2 year anniversary...
16.07.2007...
is a nice day to remember...
is the day all of us meet at IPR to start our journey as a trainee teacher...
2 years le...
we had go through happiness and sadness time together...
miss IPR a lot...
miss lecturers there...
miss environment there...
miss seniors and juniors there...
miss you all so much and thanks for your accompany for so long...
miss madam Lau and miss Ong too...
they are like our mother at IPR that teach us a lot and bring us up...
thanks a lot...
today, at different place, celebrate the same event - anniversary...
sure with different feeling...
still remember the song（angin hujan jalan sama）风雨同路？
that is our 1st song we sing together...
also been our theme song from that day till forever...
far from hometown, friends are very important for us...
especially those been with us for so long...
thanks all my friends...
thanks for all things that you all bring to me...
i will remember it forever...

orientation week...

once again became seniors to new ppismp comers...
really touch me...
the scenes make me recall back the time i report to IPR at 16 July 2007...
still remember that time my parent send me to IPR....
1st sight of IPR, i jz can say "wah, town in a jungle"...
at that time, i got complaint that why God send me to that place?
not mean that place is worse... IPR is a very beautiful place with flower around, beautiful math garden, nice swimming pool, 5 stars toilet and so on...
i just blame that why i can't like my sister can go far from hometown like go to peninsular Malaysia to continue study in institute?
at that time, i really blame a lot...
after leave there, come to a far place from hometown, i just realize that i had miss those really valuable things in my life...
i really miss IPR so much...
that is the place i start my journey as a trainee teacher...
there also the place i start involve a lot in dancing, singing became "panda"cause sleep late and so on...
really miss those time together with all seniors and juniors...
miss those culture at IPR...
all of us include all lectures, we can mix so well...
miss them so much...
also miss the orientation week...
miss how seniors make fool on us....
miss the senior that like to take photograph on me...
miss... miss... miss so much things...
after 1 and half years at IPR, we had been transfer to IPS....
i think i will very happy at new place and new situation....
but, i really have a hard time to to suit myself here at beginning...
now, everythings ok le...
the most things i like here is can serve Lord more...
i also like all brothers and sisters in Christ at Yi En Methodist Church....
sure include all brothers and sisters in Christ in TICF....
thank a lot... i really learn a lot... and experience a lot...
maybe that is what Lord want me to be... want me to serve Him more and love Him more...
ya, i will try my best, to love him more and involve in most activities to serve and praise Him more....
thanks my dear Father in the heaven...
thanks for all arrangement in my life....

a new start

really a hard time...
a last, i really let off le...
still remember each time i say want go cut hair, u will say a lot...
u say girl should have long hair...
ok, because of u i promise u that...
at last, i cut le...
after 5 weeks...
i start a new le....
new life, new image n new target...
this time, i reserve more time to God...
maybe that is what Lord want me to be...
singing, dancing, acting and so on...
really a big change compare to the pass...
sometime, i still hide in bed, drop down tears...
but, it will soon end...
God will help me and arrange the best for me...
i always believe that....

same...

same cloth...
same person...
same time...
but, different feeling...

same cloth, make me a bit shock, a bit sad, a bit emotional...
same person make me a bit tired, a bit regret, a bit scare...
same time, different places...
same place, different person...

same and different...
just a pass in my world...
from now and on...

i am who i am

i not good in saying out what are in my mind...
but, i would like you , you, and you to know what i how i going on from now to 1 day in the future...
so, whatever that is somethings on me, i will be share with you...
include what are in my mind, what i would like to say and what is my feeling now...