thanks...

thanks roommate...
thanks for by my side when i need some1 to accompany me...
that day, really a very hard journey for me...
lucky that you be with me, or else i really don't know how i can go through it...
thanks a lot...
may God bless u...
love u so much...^^
friend forever....==

reflect

reflect back 2 years before...
this is the whole week i most happy in my life...
cause i make a different decision in my life ...
and start a different life in my life...
even now, i can't t even forget those time...
don't know why i could be so brave...
also don't know why i will change myself just because of you...
till now, i had change a lot...
even now u are no longer in my life, but i still continue my promise with you...
i had promise u that i will be the real of myself...
i will show off i am angry when i am really angry...
i will also be the best i can in my life...
i had involve myself in as many activities that i can to make me grow more...
in study, i will continue to try my best...
thanks for all the things that you bring to me...
friend forever....^^

headache...

huh...
been quarantine...
and the air all with haze...
oh God....
such life really make me going crazy...
eeee...
i hate...
i hate H1N1....
i hate haze.....
just make me headache only...
ish...

欲痛无血的伤

一次次的被伤害
一次次的失望
一次次的刻骨铭心

我到底错在哪里
我很不明白
我一次次的退后
为何你们还要一直得寸进尺

我的心受伤了
手也不知觉受伤了
很折磨
因为那两个都是欲痛无血的伤口
任凭谁都无法医治

Kembara Bermotosikal Sempena Hari Kemerdekaan Peringkat Kebangsaan

I never thought that i will have a chance to go for the kebudayaan performance in Bintulu. Actually, i just been ask go for the live bad practice of Hari Kemerdekaan. Suddenly, we been ask to ready ourselves as soon as possible cause we are going to performance at Bintulu for malam kebudayaan Kembara Bermotosikal. In 2 weeks time, I really suffer a lot. Try my best to find a suitable song for it, find partner and so on. Finally, my partner even say want to give out just few hours before the performance. At that time, i really feel so sad that i don't know how long i can be brave. i just keep on thinking that why you give me hope and destroyed it too in the end? Thanks my dear Lord Father in the heaven. He heard what I am talking. Finally, we really did it. We had go through the performance nicely. Even not yet 100% good, but at lease we had make it up to 90%. Really happy for it. A new experience for me. I will never forget it till forever. Thanks a lot Lu Lu, thanks a lot guitarman... You two really help us a lot.